all alone.

running for home.

more like away from it...

yesterday was special.

not looking forward to the weekend, cuz of dance. fuck.

i better see nora before she leaves.

school absolutely sucks already and i havent even started.

lonliness drapes over my shoulders like the heaviest blanket of pure lead ever made. you ask, why lonely? the answer comes faltering out of my mouth without meaning cause i simply dont have a reason. the feeling of solitude overcomes my heart even though it should be the entire opposite. i feel seperate from the rest of the reality i am forced to live in, as though i have three heads when all the others only have one.