why is this happening.

last hour.

so theyre on a walk
and i'm now all alone
i dont know what the fuck shes planning
and i dont know what the fuck hes planning
on doing.
the back of their heads
slowly getting smaller and smaller
and smaller
until i cannot see them anymore.

this is when my heart starts pounding
this is when my nerves get tense
this is when my mind starts racing
this is when i try to make sense
of whats to come and whats to go

shes taking my last hour
my last hour with the owner of my heart
i just need to scream so loud
so loud to get the anger out
i'm totally alone so i could scream if i want to
but i just want to stay in silence
and wait for their return.

why is she not back yet?
what the hell could they be saying
i need to be with him right now or i'll just go
insane.