3.29.2005

h to the O V

hey andrea i miss you

3.25.2005

dark

someone turnedoffthelights

my dad is silly

hold your breath
bottle it up and save it for the next one
its safe to say we've been writtin' this all night

3.24.2005

cleeever

so i already got bored with my other layout...
just wasnt enough.
haha so its paris time. you all know i had to go do a paris layout SOMEtime!

i'm not the type to wear my heart on my sleeve
but your here asking and waiting for something unseen
i just cant go do what you want me to do
and for that we frustrate over nothing
nothing relevent

nothing worth it
i feel like i could go blow a nerve

with the nonsense of everyday getting in my way
let me go sleeveless
i prefer it that way
being cold but free

3.21.2005

and i know?

its alright its sooner or later


ambition, ambition's a tricky thing
it's like riding a unicycle on a dental floss tightrope
over a wilderness of razor blades
ambition can backfire
ambition means more
ambition means faster
ambition means better

3.19.2005

and fell to the floor

and fell to the floor

jaydee

this key is to your kingdom
this key is to your heart

neither one is a doorway
but both of them a part
so one foot in front of the other

3.16.2005

3.15.2005

city kids

city kids

there's a brilliant sky above
and a jealous moon in love

3.13.2005

today i became more of a man.

The Accident

once upon a time there was a boy named jaydee. he thought he knew how to drive a motorized vehicle, but really, he didnt. it was a dark, snowy night, and cole was up in B town. B town tends to get alot of snow, being up north and all, so a night full of thick snowflakes was normal. they go on a nice midnight drive, jaydee in the drivers seat of coles very rad lookin car. comin back from the bar, jaydee is racin a little too fast for the weather, and BAM. cole is out the windshield! front right tire is leakin air like crazy. coles rad car is all over livingstone! jaydee freaks out over the safety of cole.
nevermind the uninsured vehicle he was driving.
and the poor old curb he hit so fast.

3.04.2005

how to be dead

how to be dead

[...there is a line that we cant cross. its called the inbetween. and my favourite thing to do is lie on my stomach, my face right at the inbetween, and watch. its the closest view you can get here, from my heaven...]

"When the dead are done with the living, the living can go on to other things." "What about the dead? Where do we go?" She wouldn't answer me.

Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde, for my pride...

3.01.2005

what a beautiful thing

it burns a whole through everyone that feels it

i really cant go on sometimes
i feel like i am sitting
in an old and dirty chair all by myself.
in the center of the room
i can see everything around me
but i am gone, i am not there, i do not care.
about the things i have to do
for my life every single day
i am quite sick of this, and that, and you.