poem

i made

my way to

the living room

where i

drank to love

to the full moon

the cup

was empty

and so was i

i fell

hit my head

and closed my eyes

i woke

the next day

my stomach hurt

the note

in my hand

read: july first

so i was busy with tons of homework tonight and thank goodness i didnt have work. although, i got it all done and still did this little drawing and am now gonna go fall asleep reading.

have a good night all, cheers.

terrry

it's just that it's delicate

[ terry fox run ]

today was a chillen day, i loved it. but i'm so so tired and workin NINE TO FIVE tomorow, so i'm gonna get to bed. hope you enjoy the pictures, i sure do.

ps; i've never left a calculater in a bathroom before...

atmosphere

when soul meets body

I wish we could open our eyes

To see in all directions at the same time

I did not know your house was lying, your house did not know me. Thank god for locks on doors and stereos that play past volume twelve because that's where young souls hide. Just lock the door, just turn it up, just watch the fireworks.
The only good that has come out of this are a few more emo songs to add to our collection and maybe a picture or two.

you

maybe i dont wanna know

stare into my wall

i'm so beyond tired that i feel sick and this is currently hurting my whole body, including my heart.

a couple days ago was one of the worst days ever. at least on the top five list. and it just kept getting worse. now your prolly thinking that i'm going to expand about how my hair didnt sit right or maybe i broke a nail. but no. in fact, i'm not going to expand at all. forget i even said that.

sometimes i feel like i need to explode. or implode. whatever comes to mind first. mostly exploding because i can feel the pressure inside my body slowly expanding and making me feel like my eyes are going to pop out if i dont just let go.

when i lie down and look up i can sometimes see things float across my eye and when i try to follow it it just goes downward until i cant see it and i have to wait for it to make its way back up again. they remind me of jellyfish or something oceanlike. i then wonder if its because i have contacts and if i'm the only one that does this. i just recently read that kurt cobain did the same thing, did he wear contacts?

i find myself wondering that a whole lot. [if anyone else feels what i feel or does what i do] i've come to the conclusion that i have some kind of need for reassurance that i'm some what normal. but i'd rather just have a little thought in the back of my mind that i'm totally not. that is much more fun.

i stink at school and i need the weekend.

ps; i've decided to stop because its exactly midnight and i think it'd be cool to post at exactly midnite. goodnight.

short forms

but even that's not real

so i've started school and its alright, i guess. actually not really but hey what can ya do. the first weekend of it has been so wicked though.


i went shopping with my dad and got some cool stuff and he took this with his phone haha.

i chilled with aaron johnny and pete friday nite/saterday morning. ch ch check it OUT. i made a new pictures page to start fresh cause the other one was gettin sloow, but you can still see the old ones by clicking 'more pictures' near the top. anyways, as you could see, we went to BULK barn the store of my life and got insane amounts of candy and ringolossss!! we then went to boston pizza and then to the movies where we snuck our candy in but was too full to eat any of it anyways. we saw the exorcism of emily rose against aarons and petes will [they are chick-ens] haha but it was good i guess? just kind of disturbing of course, as that is what posessed people are... anyhow they both survived so we went back to my house and ate so much of the candy! oh good times. i then fell asleep cause i was so tired. we also went to the driving range this morning, oh i just keep getting worse! ahhh but not as bad as aaron hahah

work today was so awesome! first of all i dont require any bandages around my leg anymore cause my poison ivy is almost gone [ok lets all just scream of happiness can we?] so i can actually bend down to a bottom shelf without it being so awkward! yayyyyy, happiness. aaaalllso there was this band that played there tonite. it was the coolest thing ever, the main guy played really really amazing guitar and had a bassist drummer and another guitarist accomanying him. they were really amazing and three dollars of the proceeds of each cd they sold when to some children foundation so that was nice. they were cool guys. so that made three hours at the end of my shift go by really smoothly.

so now that the poison ivy is finally leaving i am coming down with some sort of throat cold thingy. i have an itch in my throat and have the feeling of sneezing constantly lurking in my nose. baaaah. i'm tired,

peaceoutty

"hs hs hs, omg, tnx, tote."

bah

I'M IN A MOOD LIKE NO OTHER!!

for a number of reasons, one being deandra bell.
i just get excited when i see her!

ps; this was extremely spontanious, and will stay that way.

dont talk dont talk

dont talk dont talk

i had a dream last night that i was at some cow farm and i was just about to leave but the farmer ran after me yelling at me to come back. so i did and when i went back into the barn there was a cow with a bow around its ear and a number one written on its head and the farmer was like 'i'm giving you this cow!' and i was like 'is this the best milk cow you've got?' and he was like 'yes yes of course thats why theres a number one on its head!' and then it was just this big close-up of the cow for like ten minutes and it kinda looked cartoonish but it was real.
i'd like to see what those dream interpreters think of THAT.

yesterday/last night was the most randomest thing ever. aaron and i visited Btown [thats barrie for all you brampton people] because barrie rules. we went shopping and at this one store there was this crazy australian guy that was helping us with shoes. we must have stayed at the mall for over four hours, at least.
then we decided to go to this wicked-cool party. anyone whos ANYONE was there! talk about a gooood tiiiime! i saw rachel my love and that was great. i kicked aaron in the chin really really hard by accident. i also made sure mr.taxi man new rebekah's name and that he would drive her home very safely.

now i'm going to go get ready for work.

ps; i still have poison ivy. i'm willing to infect anyone who decides they'd like to experience it.