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i had dreams of different people different things different places but i have to just live with what where and who i am right now no more thinking of the past and what i used to think and do and wishing i could go back and make it worthwhile everything i did seems like a waste because of what i am now

i want to shoot guns into the air by the shore of an ocean hear the bang feel the power smell the salt in the air and just shoot shoot shoot till my barrel is empty then i'll refill and shoot some more and while i shoot the waves will roll up and hit my ankles and soften the sand and my weight combined with those two things will sink me down down down into the shoreline where i will stand forever with my guns and bullets and maybe someone eventually will hear my call the bang of my gun and come stand beside me