sleep

banishment!? be merciful, say 'death';

you know it's bad
when you can't even sleep at night
because all you can think about
is when you'll dream again

and i think if you just sing to me
and tell me no lies
stay by my bedside
till i close my eyes
you can see all my mistakes
and my breaks in the daylight
please just stay with me
be with me at night

i'll fight just to prove
that i haven't given up on myself
but all i can think about
is when i'll dream again

and i think if you just sing to me
and tell me no lies
stay by my bedside
till i close my eyes
i'll show you all my mistakes
and my breaks in the daylight
please just stay with me
be with me at night

as for war, i'm makin it
with myself, my mind
and my eyes, tonight
i just want to sleep
sing me my lullaby

-me

today i hung out with the coolest person ever. yes, as surprising as that sounds, it was nora. we made some pretty HOT bracelets and watched our favourite movie! Romeo&Juliet kicks every other movies ass. anyways it was just good times even though i sadly dont have any pictures to show. [man we really need to work on that] "nora, if I stress you out, how do you hang out with anyone else!?"

there's been alot of crazy things going on in my head lately. i really dont even have the energy to get them past my head and out of my mouth, or even on paper/a screen. i'm kind of scared to, like they are gonna come back and bite me in the ass one day or something. talking to one of my friends tonite who was question crazy really got me going, too. i think at the end of my life i just want to be known as someone who people know they can come to me for anything, and that i would do almost anything to help them out. it may not seem like i am that kind of person but i really am. i live off of making other people happy and letting them know that they do mean something to me. it makes me feel good knowing that i can make someone else feel good about themselves. and sometimes i think it gets in the way of making sure i myself am actually happy. i'm gonna stop, i'm going way off into crazyland.

peace&gnite