7.06.2005

makewar

they constantly change

the rain is chilled as it touches my shoulders
my mind doesn't even care at the moment
i wrap my arm around your waist for a quick goodbye
i'm waiting for the first day of my life
i let my legs loose and fall into the drivers seat
my right foot hurts from the long day
but it is taking me home

the rain sounds painful on my windshield
my eyes itch from staying up too late
i sing every word of the song that is playing
i'm waiting for the first day of my life
and i am stuck inside a chunk of metal
where i feel more free than anywhere else
and it is taking me home

fight

i hardly sleep anymore. i really cant most nights. i either just let myself stay up, or lie in bed uncomfortably for hours but then i get really annoyed. most of the time i dont know what to do.

andrew mcmahon was recently diagnosed with lukemia, hes the lead singer of something corporate and his side project that i really like called jacks mannequin. he cant even sing and has to sit in the hospital for a few months instead of playing his shows. imagine that? not being able to do what you love and are supposed to be doing because of something like cancer. i added a link in the sidebar, you can support the pediatric cancer research foundation there.

summer is treating me well!
peace.

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