i dont mean you

i like to think i'm something i'm not

you could have
i would have
i'm really not understanding...

the kitchen is cold but the coffee is warm. and the suns coming up, the day has just begun. and your already bored... bored of cheering me up, bored of calming me down, bored of drying my eyes. but there once was a time when you were the one. you were the blue of the sky, you came after the storm. you were the switch on the wall in the dark of the hall, im still fumbling for. cuz im lost in the black i dont know where I am. arms strecthed out in front im calling your name. just as loud as I can... I know theres words that we will never speak and the questions cant be answered easily, but I wanted to be easy so, nod your head if the plans have changed. shake it, love, if they stayed the same. smile at me and I will stay, start to cry and I'll go away. just please dont leave me guessing.
-conor