11.21.2004

no santa.

and i wonder if i'm alone in your head.

this morning when i woke up, i got up for you. i got dressed for you hoping you'd like my shirt. i put on my makeup in desire to impress your eyes, i made sure i smelt good and wore the right shoes. welcome to the weekend of broken plans, because i didnt even see you. all my motivation just washed away as i sat here thinking about how you probably dont care. i just hope you thought of me and pretended i was there.

helenaaaa our master plan, rules all. hahaha.



so keep breathing, keep that sweet heart of yours beating.

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