7.11.2004

so quiet

so quiet i can hear the silence, so calm i can feel the violence. so sweet, i cant taste anything, do you really care what i'm feeling?



yeah. this weekend was so cool. nora and i were at henry's all morning on saterday. it was cool though! we learned a lot of neat stuff eh? hehehe. and then jordan came over. we chilled it was fun! and nora and ian and us went and saw Anchorman. what a disappointment. i dunno about anyone else but i thought it was going to be way funnier than that! and the end was SHIT. disgrace. but i love will farrell. mmmeh. so eyah then they all came over and stayed pretty late. then randy jim jordan and i sat in the kitchen telling jokes and repeating saterday nite live will farrell episodes till 2 in the morning. that was awesome! haha. then jim and randy went downstairs, and jordan and i hung out till like four. then sunday a few peoiple came over also and we sat in the sun and swam and relaxed all day. it was sooo nice. and then we went to my grandmas to see my aunt chris whos dieing, it was her birthday. and thennnnnnnn when we got home after east side marios randy and jordan jammed on acuoustics for like, two hours! it was heaven. two amazing guitar players, playing and singing together. it was just.... so amazing. i cant even explain it. wow that was a long "explaining-of-the-weekend" i hardly ever do that. oops.
so this concert in my backyard is realy happening. i'm so damn excited. you guys all have to be there. no excuses.
man i havent posted ANY photos. i suck. but i really do not have time to scan them or anything. cuz i dont use digital... and everytime i come on here and actualyl have time to do something its like at unholy hours where i have to be as silent as possible. sometime soon i hope to put some on though...
soemtimes i just wish i could punch it out and not get into shit. its not fair how i cant even do anything about my friggen anger towards it. it just doesnt damn understand and i dont get it! why am i stuck with it!! its going to ruin me forever. childhood affects the damnnnnn future.

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