and just when i thought i was fine
my heart starts beating fast
and my head gets cloudy
it expands
and i feel like i can't stand up
and this is all in a bad way
these are not the feelings of love
this is pure undying unforgiving unnatural [natural?] feelings
of
something i can't quite put my finger on
is it hate for you, or for me?
is it fear?
is it ever gonna go away?
or is it just going to get worse with time?

but all i want to do is just walk and keep on walking