sickwithaaron

last night randy graduated along with many others that i've known since i was a child. that was cool! i also got my hair cut, its short compared to before... boo! haah but yeah its all good. i've been feeling faint lately and it sucks, honestly why is it so damn HOT?! i cant handle it most days... being outside is just too much. but i love the summer and having no school! except for noras dissappeard lately...? jeeez. today i went to aarons because we are both sick losers and all we want to do is complain so we complained to each other about our pains. which made us sound alot like old ladies but we didnt care! we must share the same blood, honestly!
tonight i was very very itchy so i decided to just sit in water. i.e., take a bath... it was the most relaxing thing i could have ever done. i just lied there and thought about right now. not last year [which i have been doing alot lately], not next week, but right now. i also thought about what right now would be like if certain things were different. like if i was still dancing i would have been at a recital and leaving next week for nashville... and other things like that.
i thought about writing so i brought my notebook with me but realized shortly that i didnt really need to or want to, i just wanted to think. it was good to do because i havent done it like that in a while but it also made me realize some things that i... i dont know!
it also woke me up, hence me being here at one something in the morning. i guess that isnt unusual. it did cure my itchiness though so i will be going to bed now. i've been updating alot lately... boo. gnite...

grammas