morning fuckin glory

i feel like the choking is just getting tighter
around my neck i am trying to breathe
my lungs are as skinny as toothpicks by now
i find it hard but i gasp just to live
and i'm breathing in and out and the pace is getting faster
until i feel like i'm going to pass out
i take off my necklace like that was the problem
but the feeling does not go away
and my lungs do not expand
so my breath does not come back

i see the door as an exit and take the advantage
keeping the light on as if i'll forget my way back
and i leave just for the sake of leaving
i dont go any farther than the next room
but it makes such a difference
and the farther i go the more i can breathe
till i'm miles away and laughing