10.18.2004

hotel paper

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this weekend was great
saterday nite guys, FUNNEST EVER. never been so scared in my life. and i loved it.

smoking is so unflattering on a girl. but i still sit in the most intruiging places with a cigarette in my lips and a pen in my hand. i stare at exhaled smoke twirl up into the trees and write down everything that comes to mind. when i'm done my third cig i re-read what i wrote and cant make out what anythings says. words blend into each other and letters arent finished.
but i love it.
it is my art when i am relaxed.
i will cherish it forever.
and show my children when they are old enough to understand.
and publish it in a book one day, titled "smoke".
i will make millions of cigarette poems and distribute millions to the world. maybe then, everyone will quit the habit.


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