jordanlove

well i was sick the past couple o' days. meh no one cares.
yeah guys, jordan came over on friday. it was great times. we hung out. and ended up going to the TD grad, for NORA congrats eh! lol. and it just so happened his cousin [genevieve] and best frend [aeden] was graduating so it was good for him! haha that was funny. hes the best. he gave me a song that he recorded, you guys all need to listen to it, on msn just ask me and i'll send it to you. its really amazing.
holy shat. i "got" a new camera. kinda... tee hee. it was my grandpas, my dads dad. i never met him. but he has some damn good taste. its a nikon, and its so nice. its really old [obviously] and its just awesome! and it also has three different lenses i can change on it. i'm in looooove. me and nora are going picture crazy this summer. i put a brand new film in yesterday and i'm almost done! SO PICTURES SOON! AND THEY WILL BE AMAZING [hopefully....]:) and for the next four days, well, now three because one of the days is already gone... i am at DRIVERS ED! wow it wasnt that bad... me and saralyn ended up knowing amy and jon there anyways. so its good times. and value village is in the same plaza, and we all know value village means good times!! hah. and tomorrow i'm bringing the new amazing cam, i mite take some pictures if theres anymore shots left. and nora is pickin me up and we're going to Henry's. yeh... cant wait! anyhow.
no one can understand me right now. cuz i cant even understand myself. i really wish i could just... say... or write, or even think what i feel. why is it so impossible? well... cuz its just too amazing to be real. i am excited and scared at the same time... ahh. theres no words in the english language to explain me. *sigh*

" i still remember how it felt, when i first fell in love with you. you took my shame, and you took my life, and i was resting in your arms.
and no matter what i could ever say, or could ever do, this love's for real...
so please accept my feeble plea...
for now i long to touch you, to lay down at your feet and, to set my burdens down and, to know that i am loved by you. "