disease

not dieing from disease.

the opposite of war isn't peace,

it's CREATION.

it's sunny and breezy and they're cooking hamburgers out of the back of their pick-up truck in the middle of our school parking lot at ten thirty in the morning? yes, yes it's true; it's almost April. driving down the highway with all my windows half way down singing "take me for what I A-A-AM..!" is the one time i don't mind wind blowing in my hair. mess it up for all i care. it feels good! and it's time to go get some coffee...

us

we are so cool because we are sober and still have fun?
thanks.

bands

hey guys,
imwiththebands is updated.

hello kelly & thriftstore romance,
check it out.

love,
me;

pfft

blank page?

i'm sitting in the windowsill
and i, i get inspired by
every single gust of wind,
and every single speck of dirt
blown into my eyes:
to jump.

and when the rain comes
i wont know what to do,
i'll see your face in every raindrop, babe
and i, i'll want to follow you
down... down into the dirty ground.

it's dark and i am warm
with ashes floating up into the air
and when they land onto my shoulder,
i can smell the scent of your hair.
and i, i flick them off
and i, i do not jump;

cause babe i'm comin back inside,
i know you'll be here soon.

boo

i feel like it's summer
& i should be shopping
& drinking iced coffees & sleeping in.

& not have school lurking in the back
of my mind like a thirsty predator
seeking food!

it's like i have a devil on each shoulder
screaming at me to:
NOT DO MY WORK?

"we celebrate the sense of each other,
we have alot to give one another."

picturesbirfday

so this is my life;

this past week has been the funnest week since... i dunno, maybe last week? haha all i know is that it was EXTREMELY good times! although i am sick, it still didnt stop me from having an awesome week and an even awesomer birthday weekend!

friday night!

saterday and sunday night!

i usually like to agree with the cheesy quote, "a picture says a thousand words."
but really, for these past few days, it isnt true. there may be hundreds of pictures to prove for its awesomeness, but i could never explain how funny/amazing it really was. i'm happy!

the end.

loveNICOLE.

me

BIRTHDAY!!

so;

there will always be favorites.
i think it's impossible to be fair.
and life will never go the way we want it to.
is there always another side to the story?
can we blame our madness on heredity?
i think i believe in fate;
i think we should think like children.

back

hello everybody;

once again i'm back from a trip with the bands. this time it was a crazy spontaneous road trip for a few days, and there's tonns of pictures to prove it! it took me SO long to get them all ready and on here, so check them OUT.

i'm back and just glad to have another trip with the bands under my belt and cant wait for the next time i get to do it.

but oh no, i'm at school. this sucks.

new

HEY GUYS! d d d d do you like it??

ps; V-DAY TOMORROW!

ugh disgusted

dont hold back.dont hesitate.dont disappear.

FONDUUU

fondu anyone?! hell yes.

so my friday was the most interesting day ever. it was filled with tons of funny events!
starting the day off locking my keys in the car at starbucks,
being stranded and having to get to school.
silly grad pictures.
tori's BOOTS being stolen.
mr. vriend high in the sky and mirrors on the cieling!
law class being THE laziest class in the world!
and andrea's drivers license picture.
then of course the fondu party!
getting stuffed.
being told to quiet down at starbucks.
amittyville.
sex and the city.
FOOD CAKE CANDY EATING STAYING UP REALLY LATE.

well let me just say it was a really fun time, my girls rule.

and right now it's snowing like mad, so i decided to take some pictures!
enjoy.

lovenicole.

ps; one month till my birthday!!

secretbaby

baby!

secret!

the end!

i wrote a poem,

i wrote a poem in the car:

life is the highway

it takes no time to realize
your exit just flew by
there's no such thing as U-turns here
so accelerate with no destination
you have no choice
being slow isn't tolerated here
someone else's crash brings you to a halt
you are forced to wait
everyone is connected here
you inch along, frustrated
it always seems faster in the other lane.

it's almost always faster in the other lane.

hahahahahahahahaha

i'm eating dinner.
did i mention the time?

bands

WELLLLLLL as most, or all, of you know... i have been away with kids in the way & trouble with ferguson in california! for about nine days. it was the coolest vacation ever. hands down. i miss them like crazy already and having tons of pictures to look at doesnt really help either.
BUT,

here they are!

yes i made a whole new site for them, because there's so many. i think i'll be posting all my band adventures there. but anyways, instead of blabbing on, pictures say more than words so go take a look at the awesome times i had. hope you guys enjoy them as much as i do.

now i'm going to go to bed, just to wake up and fail some school. ya know, the usual.

peace&lovins,

cali

no time to write anything except:

california is really windy.

love

bye bye brothers.
i love you!

oh jeez

Let's be honest, you know you shouldn't bother
Cause with me, it's impossible to win...

There was always
Warmth between us
There was always
Warmth between us

yo.